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Sunflowers in London

September 13, 2011 by Helena Halme 13 Comments

I’ve been feeling a little down lately. A few months ago I had a minor ‘Big C’ scare and six weeks ago I had to have something called a Cone Biopsy. (Those of you who wish to know all the gory medical details, look here).

It’s been inconvenient not to be able to carry anything, temper my walking (I don’t like to saunter), constantly rest and call in a few sick days at the book shop. (True to form, the people at England’s Lane Books have been wonderfully understanding). Because I’ve not been able to exercise, I’ve put on weight. The joy of it. As the weeks have gone by, I’ve become more and more frustrated with my body’s incapacity to heal. I’ve basically become an angry old bitch. There have been moments when I’ve even wished I was a man. I know, it’s been bad.

Yesterday at the book shop I got talking to one of the customers, and we discovered that we both had the same procedure done. I’m not in the habit of telling people about my op at the shop – honestly, I don’t, but yesterday somehow it just poured out of me. And the lady was so nice; she just looked at me and said, ‘It was awful, the whole healing process took at least six weeks, but after that it was all well. Back to normal. So don’t worry!’

I apologised for burdening her with my health issues (see how English I’ve become!). She smiled and said, ‘Please, I know exactly how it is.’

And today when I woke up I did feel normal. All symptoms I’ve had following the operation are gone. And when I was walking to Hampstead Village to meet a friend for lunch, I saw these sunflowers and felt alive and well again.

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Comments

  1. Joanne says

    September 13, 2011 at 4:17 pm

    Ouch. But I'm sure your Finnish self would have been even more British. Glad you're back and smiling.

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  2. Helena Halme says

    September 13, 2011 at 4:20 pm

    Thank you Joanne. My Finnish self would never even have entertained telling a stranger about my health issues…xx

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  3. Anonymous says

    September 13, 2011 at 4:55 pm

    Happy to know that you are finally feeling better 🙂

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  4. Mrs P says

    September 13, 2011 at 8:07 pm

    That's great news and sorry that you didn't share your worries sooner, I suppose it is personal to put out there, but a trouble shared is a trouble halved as we Brits say! x

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  5. reddskinbags says

    September 14, 2011 at 5:30 am

    oh no no wonder you've been down! and to want to be a man?! eeuugghh!
    glad you're feeling better. thanks for sharing!
    k

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  6. Crosby Kenyon says

    September 14, 2011 at 6:57 pm

    Sorry to know about your predicament. Seems as though the right person came into your shop at the right time.

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  7. mettebassett.com says

    September 14, 2011 at 6:59 pm

    I'm so glad to hear that you're feeling better. Health scares like that are horrible.

    And after having had mastitis three times now I completely understand why you would want to swap gender.

    Will try to swing by the bookshop soon with Mr Elliot. xx

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  8. Helena Halme says

    September 15, 2011 at 7:49 am

    Thank you so much for your lovely comments.

    Mette, I'm so sorry to hear you've not been well. I've never had mastitis but understand it' very painful. Hope you feel better soon, it'll be lovely to see you and the little one! xx

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  9. Tulisan Dari Manjung says

    September 17, 2011 at 2:28 pm

    Hello Helena, I am from Malaysia… Nice to read your blog… I follow you start from today… Keep writing your experience …..maybe we can be a good online friend soon…who knows….. 🙂

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  10. Alison Cross says

    September 17, 2011 at 3:19 pm

    Sorry to hear about your health troubles, Helena. Sometimes just sharing them – getting the frustrating thoughts OUT of your body – can help the healing process.

    Sending you love and hugs from wet, dark Scotland (((hug)))

    Ali x

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  11. The Vegetable Assassin says

    September 19, 2011 at 6:10 am

    Glad to hear you're doing better, it's just horrible having something so possibly serious hanging over you, I know! Now you can have some fun again. Don't sweat the few pounds. They'll come off when they're ready. 🙂

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  12. Helena Halme says

    September 19, 2011 at 12:20 pm

    Thank you for all your lovely messages – it warms my heart to think that i have so many online friends. Much love to your all.

    Helena xx

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  13. l0ve0utl0ud says

    October 5, 2011 at 5:34 pm

    Dear Helena, I'm really glad to know that you are feeling better (and that everyone – including the customers – at ELB have been so understanding). I find that nature always gives me energy and puts me in a happier mood, so this could be the perfect time to make the most of the beautiful autumn in Hampstead Heath! With love, Polina

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